Audrey Santo
It has been a good while since I sat down and wrote a paper describing the events that began happening to me at St. Joseph’s in Emmitsburg during the apparitions of Our Lady during the Thursday Night Prayer Group. It’s not because things are slowing down, as a matter of fact events have been happening at an even faster pace than before. The reason I have not written new papers during this time is because almost everything I would be writing about has already been written about in previous papers and it would sound repetitious . However, EVERYTHING from EVERYDAY has been recorded in my daily hand written note books from which these papers are written.
I have always written the papers in a sequential order as they happened. There are a few events that have happened in the past few months that I believe I should write a paper about that happened before this event but I am going to write this paper first because I feel an urgent need to do so. A very urgent need. With that said I will now, in detail describe the vivid dream I had July 13, 2023 where Audrey Santo relayed a message to me.
Thursday July 13, 2023
In the early morning hours of July 13, 2023 I had a very vivid dream. The dream was so vivid it was like watching it on a Imax screen. Super vivid and clear. I have had these super vivid dreams before and I have described many of them in previous papers starting with a dream of The Crucified Jesus the night of my very first time in St. Joseph’s back on November 19, 1998. This dream was no different in intensity and clarity.
The dream starts with me riding in the front passenger seat of a car. I could not see the face of the person driving but I knew I knew this person. It was dark and all I could see was the illuminated dash and whatever the head lights shined on in front of us.
We were driving down a gravel driveway. I could hear the gravel in the driveway crunching under the tires. It was a long driveway that looked like it went through a field. Suddenly we arrived at a small country style house. The driver of the car said “Here we are, the home of Audrey Santo” and I replied “Yes we are.”
We walked up to the house and opened the door to a screened in porch. I then knocked on the glass window pane and two women came to the door. One woman said to the other “They are here. Remember only two visitors at a time.”
With that they took the person who drove me to the house to another part of the house that I could not see. I stood in the kitchen for what seemed like a long time. At least several minutes. Then the person who drove me came walking out. I never saw this persons face but I do remember thinking in my dream that it was my son C.R.C. but I was never sure of that.
With that one of the ladies who answered the door came walking up to me and she said “Come with me. You may go in now.” She then led me from the kitchen, down a hall and held the door open and I walked in. Once I was in the room I saw what seemed like a 3 or 4 year old little girl with thick brown hair. She was laying on a bed looking unaware of her surroundings. Her mouth was half open on one side and closed on the other. Her arms and fingers were curled like you seen on crippled people. I turned my gaze from her and looked around the room. When I looked back at the young girl she was repositioned on the bed to where she was in more of a sitting up position.
With that I heard her say without speaking or moving her mouth “My name is Audrey Santo and I am here to help you.” I did not understand how I understood what she said to me. It was like she simply thought it and I heard it. With that I knelt down beside her bed and I said “Thank you, you are so beautiful, you are so beautiful.” Then I placed my hand on her shoulder and back and instantly I felt this incredible feeling of LOVE running through me like electricity. I instantly understood it to be the LOVE of God coming to me through her. Then with that I woke up and I could still feel the feeling of love running through my body. I do not know why but when I awoke I did not look over at the clock. I just laid there in what felt like a paralyzed state. If I had looked over at the clock I am 100% confident it would have been 3:33.
Friday July 14, 2023
I have not been able to get last night’s dream out of my mind. It has been a source of peace for me all day long, except for one thing and that is: After I woke up from the dream I was completely perplexed as to how I heard Audrey say “My name is Audrey Santo and I am here to help you.” Because she never moved her mouth, opened her eyes or said anything that I could hear with my ears. Suddenly I had a CRASHING thought run through my mind that this is how people in heaven communicate by just thinking it. This thought left me so stunned that I looked up from where I was standing in the kitchen and looked at the digital clock on the wall and the time was 10:33.
Wednesday August 9, 2023
Since I had this dream I have thought about it every day. For some reason I knew I was supposed to tell this dream to Fr. K____ W____. That would suddenly run through my mind 10 times a day or more. Fr. K____ hears confessions on Wednesday evenings at <Home Parish> so I decided that I would tell him then.
I got in line to go to confession and there were about 5 or 6 people in front of me. As my turn came and I was walking towards the confessional I glanced at my watch and the seconds were 13. This gave me strength. I went to confession and at the end I told Fr. K____ about my Audrey Santo dream. He listened intently. Then I left the confessional. I returned to my pew to pray my penance and suddenly realized I did not have one and also never received absolution. I waited for the last person to come out of the confessional and I went back in. Fr. Keven then gave me a penance and absolution. On the way out he said “If you pray to Audrey please pray for me too. I need the prayers”.
I then left and I got home and prayed my penance. I finished and glanced at my watch and the time was 8:13:33.
R. C.
Aug. 29, 2023
12:33 PM